Didn't see that one

trained this morning. Apex. put the gloves on and told myself, today is just today.

got in with Lachie. second go he hit me on the shoulder. one clean hit I did not see. I felt it land.

shoulder still warm in the shower. did not look at it.

I know my body. I keep it. but today something in me said oh. just a small oh. then I kept going.

I did not ring Tuesday night. phone is in my locker. I know I should ring. I just don't want to hear what I'd hear.

write it down. close the page. go to sleep.