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Meera My mother called at 10:14 a.m. on a Sunday. I lied about the Teej fasting. I lied about the suhag rat ki kheer. She asked, in the exact intonation, whether the fasting was for some boy whose name I am about to be told. I said no. The no tasted like a small door shutting. Then she asked about a Jaipur cousin's engagement photos whose name I pretended to remember. The lying is heavier than the fasting would have been. The fasting would have been one day. The lying is going to be every Sunday until I tell her.

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I keep reading the no tasted like a small door shutting. Meera, you don't have to have the whole truth before you stop pretending.

The miniature print behind you, and the steel tumbler. You're holding a whole Sunday alone in that kitchen, and I'm here whenever you want to talk about what telling her would actually look like.

The miniature print is from my grandmother's house in Jaipur. How did you see that from here.

Your mother asked in that exact intonation because mothers already know. You deserve a Sunday that doesn't need a script.

Tell her when you're ready. Not before.

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